It's 31st December - the last day of Yr2011! Time really flies this year, like really.

Remembering how I was last year, whomever I was back then I know that there's at least slight changes within me. Both good & bad of course(:

My new year resolution in 2010 were:

1. To be closer to my own family.

2. Able to do something for my zone/cg

3. Be water bap by my birthday this year.

4. Be a better friend to people around me

5. Be stronger as a person (emotionally & spiritually)

6. Rise up & do more for my ministry (First Hand) back then.

7. To grow closer to God - reading His word & getting soaked in His presence 

8. Financial management, at least to be able to raise the full amt for SOT 2012!

Reflecting back, there are goals that I achieved, and the unachieved ones. At the same time, God has also placed alot more (new) things into my life! The major happenings/changes in my life from the beginning till now..

1. Getting into N255 

2. Started taking vocal lessons & got into Choir - April

3. Left First Hand ministry

4. Got water baptized by June!

5. Over-the-seas- trip to visit my relatives in Msia -  Sep

6. Got into Dialect BV ministry! - Nov

7. YRB that enables me to have full amt for SOT! - Dec

For cell, I could feel myself closing up to everyone in the cg. Had no idea why that happened despite repeated reminders that AM is a very awesome cgl & had few closer friends in e cg too. Many things happened and somehow I ended up in Pst MJ's cg - N255! It felt totally different, and I found myself happier in this cg. Even tho still trying to adapt myself into this cg, I've really learnt alot.(:

For ministry, really unexpected. I always have thought that Community Services is something I will focus on this year, since I've always loved interacting w my patients on every visitation. Even made a goal to rise up and was happy that I was able to be my leader's helper. Helping him w the people, the patients & planning. Somehow some sort of inner struggles sprang up and hit me badly & left.

Slightly before that happened, I decided to go for e 1st Choir Audition, with much encouragements by my closer cliques (all choir mbrs!). As I was waiting for my turn that day, I made a prayer to get into Choir if that's where my destiny is. and here I am, serving Choir at least once every month! 

Now, I am also in Dialect BV! Recently, God also reminded me of something very awesome. A year after I got saved, I wanted to get into Dialect Church coz of my love for Cantonese! But at that time, I felt weird for some reasons and didnt bother with that after. Yet coz of Choir, I got to know this brother Jasper who later helped me to meet the leader of Dialect BV in-charge. I got in officially as a BV in Nov, and am still trying to get used to the people, and hopefully start serving next year!:D

My Water Baptism is also a testimony and my faith booster!  Like many, it happened at e most unexpected and almost-impossible situation(: Few days after it was announced, I was told that it was canceled due to low sign-up rate. Remembered feeling disappointed & frustrated, yet believing that it's not going be like that. That was the time I really felt closest to God, it was when I started to put ALL my attention/time on His Word and seeking His presence. Thn, just 4-5days before Sunday Bap svc, I got the news that it's still on. By faith, I took the consent forms even before asking my parents. Tough battles started, mum 'chu' many stunts, hoping that I'll give up the thought of that. But yet, God kept testing my faith for Him, helping me to build my faith by giving me visions of my mum signing the form right in front of me. And guess what, SHE DID! It was exactly what the vision showed me. That happened just 2 weeks before my 21st birthday, the last chance to get baptized w my parents' official consent! Because of that, faith increased, breakthroughs @ work, relationships, finances started coming in!:D

One of e best moments this year is also my family trip to Malaysia! That's the FIRST time after almost 10YEARS that the whole family traveled to Malaysia together! Went to different parts of Msia, and this is when I really feel that the family is at its closest after the longest time! This trip, not only did we manage to meet up w all my relatives in Malaysia, we also celebrated Popo's Birthday as a complete family for the very first time! Also met up w one of my HOs in Ipoh and we traveled a few places and had good food too!:D

Truly, this year has been a yr of goodness and blessings! Nothing more can I say but to really seek Him more.

By that, I have some resolutions for 2012 (not in details) !

1. Get myself enroll to SOT2012!!! 

2. Fast more, Pray even more.

3. Start serving more in Choir, Dialect BV, CG & Zone, or anywhere i can do my part for!

4. Start serving in CHCSA once again soon!

5. Gonna work harder to be a better friend / cell mbr!<3

6. Breakthrough in finances and relationships (Includes getting attached)!

7. LOST WEIGHTTTT - Hit the gym again, diet control etc~

8. Be more colorful in terms of dressing!

Whatever that have happened in 2011 or earlier, I will put them away and move on! Thank you for everything, my dearest Abba Father (: Believing that new visions and dreams will come, those dead ones will be restored.(:

iDestinee.