got my posting for my next (at least) 1 year in SGH.. got into orthopedics which I don really like.. was really very very very very very sad when i got that posting.. really thought i could go back to my PRCP ward, which is somewhere i am most familiar with.. ): but don have lei, didnt even get any of my choices lo.. after loads and loads of complaining, finally stopped and just tahan lor..

Still remembered that i almost wanted to cry while stepping into that ward, tears swelled up in my eyes lor.. yea, its quite exaggerating but it was what happened.. but now, i am starting to fall in love with the people there, and starting to like my work. learnt alot of things and really enjoying myself at the ward(:

Though there are times that i really miss my PRCP ward and felt abit discouraged cause of the current colleagues, I am just so so so thankful for people around me.. Gab, benben, my colleagues (my batch girls) who allowed me to complain to them! =x

Really love my colleagues, those who are of the same batch as me.. cause we are kinda united.. will go for talks, lunch, toilet, sign in, sing out and SLACK together!! hahas!! really love those bunch of awesome girls! Shall hang out with them, take photos and post them up here!! :D

And some other friends who keep encouraging despite the high frequency of complains! really awesome friends and i feel so so so blessed! :D

Woots.. been going out too! hahaas.. went to watch Iron Man 2.. not too bad actually, i thought it would be like boring for me. And actually it was quite boring at first. but soon it was quite fun..(: Just that i didnt have a chance to watch IP Man 2..shall get ip man 2 frm Renfred! muahahhahahas!! I got to watch the Back Up Plan though.. its super duper nice!! hahaas!!! love that movie to the max!

Ohoh, i went to the Singapore Flyer again.. its been duper long since i went! hahas!! the scenery seems to be so so so much better than the last time i went.. mainly cause of the constructions back then.. but still, its so much better this time round. Esp cause of the company i went with.. awesome to the max(:

Not to forget yesterday's work and service!! :D

Hmmm....... i finally started my 7am shift instead of 8am. SUPER TIRING AND SLEEPPPPPYYYYYYYYYY!!! Gosh, it was more of tiring i supposed. cause right, there were super loads of things to do. first thing was to do dressing, distribute breakfast, then paper work, and then sponging and bed making.. hahas! and few minutes before shift ended, I WAS DOING ANOTHER DRESSING!! thank God i am very used to dressing that i can do it fast fast(: Busy shift with very meaning work.. I love to be busy and learn alot of things with those seniors who are willing to teach!

Went back home to prepare for service! Still feeling fat with the outfit i had yesterday..): *Random*

anyways, Pastor Robin Harfouche came to minster to us. there was no bible verses, no biblical talks. All we had was a testimony that was so so personal and intimate to her.

usually i will feel super tired during service because i will be super tired and sleepyy.. But somehow, i couldnt sleep that time, felt super energetic and just wanted to listen. Before i realised, i started weeping.. big big tears just flowed and flowed and flowed..probably i didnt let go out certain things for the past years. went down for altar call.. and got ministered.. and. i felt so free..

finally felt something that i have never feel for a long long time. Freedom.

something that i need that will bring me up to another level, especially the relationship aspect. i dont wana go into another r/s with all the past hurts i used to have, but i want to be the happiest person, together with the one i love.(:

Went for fellowship at Popeyes @Changi T3.. yes, while having sore throat and feeling abit feverish (headache, bodyache, etc)..hahas! and on the way there, i got abit cranky! began taking photos with Dan's and Hongyun's hats! hahas!! so high la! =x

Siao ZaBor in Dan's cap!! (: cool right! :D

Me in HongYun's very cool hat! :D

How can a broken heart love?

its only when the heart is freed from all the nonsense of the past and filled with God's love, which understands God's love will be able to love once again..

And i want to love someone with a heart that is filled and freed..(:

and i know that i am filled and readyy...(:

iDestinee.