I missed her..

Yesterday wasnt a good day for me.. had my mum going for her appt @ SGH alone, don't ask me why i didnt go with her. cause i also don know what's wrong with me then. Reached SGH and met my mum at the road junction. luckily she was not upset with me..

Reported for work. something even more upsetting happened. a news. and the reason for that was ridiculous..really. but i didnt allow it to affect me much emotionally, though that news kept ringing in my mind. i still have to fulfill my job properly.. cant allow my emotions to affect my work. besides, everyone was frigging busy then. admission, feeding, parameters, CLC, write report, update charts.. was so busy, so much to do.. not a good day.

something even funnier happened, some notes were not there, and everything then was so messy and crazyy..but it all ended off quite well after i passed my report and go home. slept throughout the journey home, in fact, i missed my stop by one. when i was home, somehow i was still quite affected by the news.. obviously. talked to some people.cried. hahas! was really hard la.. but i am fine, hopefully.

life and death.

maybe i am still not ready to accept it.

iDestinee.