Blogging new entry...

Taking some time to blog before preparing to work.. Cant stand myself for being emo these days.. like seeking attention.. argh.. but no, i am not emo! hahas!!

The past few entries were about my attachment life.. I feel as though it is getting better. Getting more used to everything, but still, i dont feel me. gonna buck up, its already the 7th week!!! 5 more to go before i am out of this. but i am still wondering where to go after my posting.. where should i opt for when i start working?

Operating Theatre? ED? Ward? Which ward then? Stay in Haemato or go Neuro? Confused sia.. but still i have 5 weeks to decide. will see how..

Started taking 3 or more cases le. max was 8 patients on Sunday, that's the number of patients allocated to me, whether i am a junior anot. stressed like crap, yet feeling that i could have done better. took 3 ytd. First part of the shift was fine, it was after my break that everything started. Super busy cause different things started to occur. i love to be busy, makes me feel involved. (:

But still, i am not ready to give up my time for whats more important to me.

iDestinee.