Maybe i should stop cutting my fringe..!!
Am having signs of fatigue so bad that i've stopped blogging as much as i had, or wanted to. the thought of updating this blog has also started to decrease since my work is kinda tiring for me, of which i have no idea why.. its kinda draining my energy away.. But well, here i am to just get something posted up..
Hmmm, its already the 30 Dec, 2nd last day of 2009, also marking the 4th week of my PRCP.. so far, everything seems unreal. not sure how the days have passed. but definitely not easy. there were some hard times when i felt that the days were so hard to carry on. heaviness.
anyways, all of us are supposed to be attached to a preceptor who will guide us through our PRCP, of course that includes me. but the thing is, i have only worked with him for like the most 2 days out of that almost 4-week of attachment. cool huh? -.- And i am supposed to get my feedback from him by this month, which is quite impossible cause i am not working tml.. lols. but i thank God for placing very nice staffs around me who taught me loads of things and giving me loads of stress.. and "bad" staffs who tried to challenge my limit of tolerance and ability to smile at those "bad" times.
Been going out quite abit these days as well. really have fun and enjoyed myself during all those outings.. at least that gives me a break from all the stress i have during work. (: beloved close friends, church are all my sources of strength..
well, its the 2nd last day of 2009.. maybe i've grown abit..fatter? LOLs! have to work on losing more weight.. ):
kkz, back to topic.. things happened throughout the whole of 2009, happy and unhappy things that happened had made me grown to see things better. not too sure how well/bad i've became, but definitely have thoughts that have changed. but at least i know i am not as negative as before, that's one breakthrough that i am totally happy and proud of. at least i am not affected as bad as how it used to be in the past when i faced not very happy things. I've made many friends who are so awesome, though i feel that many times i am not a good friend to any of them.. keeping hamsters again after 2 years.. meeting up secondary classmates for the first time after 2.5years of poly life during July (though it wasnt that successful)... being more active in church camp - playing games with the people, serving as first aider (medic) in the camp, building friendships like never before this year.. though i am still kinda closed up, but i feel i am able to express myself with my thoughts better these days.. though my character still kinda sucks... paid off my lappy's installment, got my iphone, saving up money to pay my own school fees and stuff like that.. Spiritual life wise, at least i am praying more, fasting more, clinging more unto God. cool stuff yea.. i just love His presence to the max. Leading friends to Christ is one of the best thing that i wana do for God, and that makes me happy! That should roughly sum up the things i've done this year, 2009. Thank God for 2009. (:
Not sure how 2010 is going to turn out. hope it will be good, continue my attachment well till end of Feb, have a good holiday before i start my work officially in mid-Apr. And maybe....
iDestinee.
