Imperfect beings...

Tiring week.thinking moments.tedious work.

Not a very good thing for someone who just successfully got out from the negative mindset. not easy to go on without being a little negative at times. but still am trying...

Tiring week i had this week. with first 2 days traveling all the way to Toa Payoh for my HSE posting early in the morning. from there, travel to other places like seng kang, yio chu kang, hougang areas. Trust me, it is very tiring going from house to house of different areas. good thing is that i get to go off when the home visitations end. so for that 2 days, i ended work at like 1pm latest? But traveling home can take hours, so i ended up reaching home about 4, the official time that i am off from work. cool yea? reaching home without any mood to touch my phone, my laptop (only switching it on), but to sleep. its that tiring.

After that, the rest of the week was back to the ward in sgh. felt a little lost because i kinda "forgot" what's happening and what to do at the different timings. having some "stuckup" nurses around will not help, so yea. even so, i started to be abit more proactive la. asking questions and stuff. and i started to think, if the nurses aint going to help me with the things i need to learn now, i will be totally clueless about what to do next time. This is something not very good for us, and definitely not going to be good for all those nurses as well. Cause if we don't know anything now, we'll still be troubling them if we ever have a chance to work with them next time. so retarded right? iderts..

Taking cases next week. abit stressful since i've lost touch with so many things and have became so blur in my nursing care thingy. Maybe its because different wards have different practices and i am still not used to it, but then again, i work well in other wards! weirdness. anyhow, am going to "add oil" for next week and prepare for PRCP.

Service and cell group meeting have been great.

Rising the bars - Knowing God and drawing closer to Him. Obeying Him and His Words. And knowing the 10 commandments.

Impacted.Convicted.Blessed.

Not sure what else to say.. but yea, guess that's all.

found another place to vent my thoughts.

thoughts that are disappointing and negative...

but it will not affect me as much as it used to be bahs...

iDestinee.