Have not been blogging as often as i used to...
Time really flies..
16mins ago....the 4th year i know that guy..
2 days later....the 3rd mth i know this guy from australia..
these 2 guys are not related to me somehow..but definitely someone who really impacted my life bahs...
Been kinda down and emo these days due to certain recurrent thoughts in my mind that used to affect me alot alot.. not sure why those retarded idiots are invading my mind again.. and the worst thing is, i am allowing it. gosh..
If you ask me the reason for saying that, my answer to you will be, "No past can affect you again unless you yourself allow it". So yea, kinda disappointed at myself too..):
but wells, even so, i've been working really hard not to be too affected by that, and even if i do, i will try try try my very best not to dwell in it for too long.. and the greatest credit goes to BenBen!!!! really learnt alot from him, and feel really blessed to him as one of my closest friend now.. to be able to not bottle up every single thought, especially negative ones, in my mind, and talk it out.. hahas.. Thanks dearest BenBen!! :D:D
Anyways, went for singing lesson @ RiverWalk. but stopped at Vivocity to check out something that i would be needing on monday, which in the end, i didnt get, cause of the stupid price. A real crocs cost a frigging 57bucks!!!! OMG~!!!!!! Asked around so see if there are areas that sell fake crocs. many knew, but forgot.
But then again, BenBen is the best!!!!! He is my "jiu ming en ren"!!! hahahas!!! Love him to the max!!! :D:D YEAHHHHHH!! :D:D
Anyways, was kinda late for lesson, Xueli Laoshi gave us a recap about the things we've learnt from the last lesson. anyways, she left early, and the rest of us started to practise our pronunciation for the words by the vowel sounds. was fun la. went for service after that.. for some reason, since then, got kinda down.. totally not sure why.. couldnt focus during service, but as the word goes, i managed to get in the presence and follow in spirit. Cried like mad during then, was still not too good after service.. went home alone after that.. hahas.. that's all for today! ^^
Time for some zi-lian-ing photos!!! ENjoy~
