Whooo~ the time now is 4.14am in the morning..reached home ard 3.30?? LOLs...

22September2009

The day for cell group outing!! :D

People involved: Chermin, Hongyun, Daniel, ShiHui, Luis, Kenny, Karmen, Esther.

This was not an ordinary cellgroup outing, but its the cell group meeting up with our friend, Chermin!! Hahahas!! Its been really really long since we've seen him, probably about 4months? Cant remember, too long ago already la. XD

Anyways, was really good meeting up with him. Had a session of pool, but then, there were times when only the members were playing cause his friends came and he joined them. but wells, the games were really fun, except that i didnt even win a single game. argh! rusty skills.):

took quite a few photos along the way, taking close-ups and cause the person to lose focus and missed the directions. was really funny and entertaining.. XD

But probably things dont always go the way we want it. my phone was officially spoilt halfway through the games while we were talking photos.. one by one, the buttons on that W910i began to lose their functions. and now, all the buttons, except the numbers, are currently un-usable. ANNOYINGGGG!! photos taken were all gonna be gone i think.. sighs. and up till now, i have 2 missed calls and 6 unread messages thanks to the wonderful phone i have. planned to take note of all the numbers before bring it for servicing on the Thursday. But now, i think i am gonna lose all my contacts again!!! my ex-classmates numbers taken down during the class outing, and the Kr teachers' numbers and some new friends' numbers.. all will be gone.... ARGHHHHHH!!! is there a way to prevent all these!?!?!?! ):

Crappy things happen on retarded people like me sia. super annoyed and irritated by the fact that i am gonna lose my stuff like that.. anyhow, there was still a great fellowship. Went to pioneer for Ah Lian Bee Hoon again.. really love eating bee hoon from that stall. hahahah!!! after eating, shihui, luis, kenny, esther and i had some time to talk about issues.

something about relationships de bahs.. i feel that.. somehow, relationship is simple, yet complicated. it can make people feel so blessed and happy, but at the same time, it can break people's heart. it can make people smile and feel that nothing else matters anymore, yet it can also make someone feel painful and get stuck in agony. But all in all, relationships make people change bah.

I am not longer the Karmen i used to be, thanks to relationships. There are relationships i cherished alot alot, and there are also relationships i regret having.. Especially the last one bahs. probably that's also the relationship that cause me to feel that bgr is not as important as it used to be for me. yet, the one that made me grow more bahs.. sadly to say, its through all these pains before we realised and keep all those pain in our head. making sure we won't commit it again.

I cherish the mistakes made, and cherish the moments i used to be happy. But when things are over, give up and move on.. Especially when it's been closed and shd be forgotten about. Lest affect the friendship, especially when one has already given up and move on. Don drag people's future along with your just because you cant move on and expect people to stay at the same place as you.

its through all these pains before we realised and keep all those pain in our head, making sure we won't commit it again.

I cherish the mistakes made, and cherish the moments i(&him) used to be happy.

But when things are over, give up and move on..

iDestinee.