Hmmm...

Been really blessed through the week.. though unhappy things happened, but it made me reflected alot.. really quite a few things.. the word "Cherish".. in terms of family and friends, especially those who are really important in my life..

how should i start..? Hmmm..

There are many times when we only know how to cherish things and people around us when they are gone or over already.. somehow, its a little sad bahs, cause usually when such things happen and nothing can be done, its really torturing and and heartbreaking... yet, there is nothing you can do about it.. Especially, we know that time will never go back to where it was. Even if things can go back, it may not be the same again bahs.. XD

anyways, besides spending time to accompany Shihui during the evenings and the night, i've been spending quite a bit of time at home.. so i managed to had some good times with my mum.. haha.. got to know alot of things from her, both good and bad things.. but it makes me wana do things for them more and be more sensible.. especially when there is going to be quite a weird and uneasy changes going on in my house.. so its like..okayyy.. LOLs...

and another interesting thing that happened few days back was about both my parents.. they are really interesting and funny parents man.. hahahas.. love them loads! :D:D Were talking about some stuff due to the changes in the house, and that joke came out.. ask me about it. it's more fun saying out rather than reading it.. ask me before i forget! XD

hahas, and at that point of time, that joke made all of us laughed like crap la... and suddenly i felt super touched and happy. cause, its been really long since i saw my parents laughing like it used to be when times were better back then. it felt really good and i really love my family alot.. (:

another thing in my heart.. sometimes i wonder what kind of friend/sister i am.. hahas.. whether i am someone dependent and worthy to share my friends' troubles and worries.. maybe even my own sister's troubles and worries.. hahas.. its like... weird bahs.. friendship.. sometimes is still a doubt in my life..whether i am a friend anot... or rather.. a good friend who is dependent and trustworthy.. hahas.. XD

ok, that was random.. this will be even more random... LOLs!!

I really wana change my phonnnneeee!!!!!!!!! LOLs.. but no longer have the thought of getting an iPhone, too expensive, too.. not for me.. hahahs.. Prefer to get an E71 bahs....have more thoughts on getting a smartphone. :D Looks cool and though its not touch screen, but it seems fun to use one.. hahas!! anyways, nothing else now liaos.. shall update again.. XD

If those things can go back to where it was once again, i will cherish everything like there's no tomorrow and really take everything seriously.. (:

*Currently spending time with cg @ Daniel's place.. thanks for letting us use your house, Dan! :D

iDestinee.