Do not be just a sayer or listener of the Word, be a Doer of it..!

This week's been a very special week for me. Its unlike other times.. Most of us may forget the message that the pastors have preached and taught us about, probably right after the entire service, cell group meetings or bible study sessions..

On Wednesday, went for Bible Study for the 2nd lesson of FT 1. As i mentioned, it was about the 10 effects of God's Word. One of the effects that hit me right through was about the God's Word is like the mirror that cuts right into our souls and hearts, and thus revealing the real us and stuff like that.. the things that we need to change and what not. Be not just a sayer or listener of something, let not what we learn be another lesson that we'll learn and forget, but to start apply it and be a doer of His Words.

And just as that word was mentioned by Edmund Tay, the teacher of our FT 1, the Bible memory verse (BMV) of the previous cell group meeting just flashed into my mind. “Do what God’s teaching says; when you only listen and do nothing, you are fooling yourself.” - James 1: 22. It is like a reminder by God that helps me to link all the things i've learnt at that period of time together.

And with yesterday's message during service, though it was a message for the men. But i feel that even as women of God, our word must be "something empty" and has no weight or meaning to it. And i just reminded of the times when my words were of no weight and meaning.. Felt super convicted by the whole of this week. Be a doer, not just one who says and does nothing out of it.

Was so convicted to the point that i started to condemn myself of the bad side of me. I said i want to do something, but nothing was done, the thing didnt come to pass and stuff like that. I am like a promise-breaker, someone who is not credible at all kinda thing. even have thoughts of being someone unworthy again.. But just as all these was happening, a voice spoke right into my heart. "The things that you feel now is not for you to be blaming yourself or condemn yourself, but the conviction is to show what is lack in your life and thus, improve in it !!" And as i started praying again, i felt so free and renewed.. Thank God for everything He's doing in my life!! :D

Anyways, i am finally able to let go of things that i shouldnt be holding on... its not the right time, right person, situations and stuff. i am glad i managed to break through that barrier that i thought i couldnt. hahas.. now, i feel like a free person once again.. and is back on track of the path that i had promised myself to take. Recovery is on its way~

though i know there will be times i will be affected by the same issue again..

but i will remember that i am moving out of the situation (in the 3rd dimensional realm)..

i know if i can break through, i am a step closer to a complete thing..

a fuller me in future..(:

iDestinee.