About a girl.

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Sunday, September 13, 2009, 9/13/2009 01:13:00 AM

Are you a kisser or a cleaver... or rather, which one am i??

Sometimes, i wonder how loyal am i as a person..

Am i the girl who was like the past.. who can like someone for 5 years and not looking at other guys at all? Not putting other guys into consideration..?

Am i one, who will truly regard my teacher/leader as one and really follow them and have the fear of God?

Am I someone...who treats my parents with respect and try my best to control my temper when i am really getting annoyed by their nagging at times?

Am I still the one.. who truly and genuinely following God's heart like when i was just a baby Christian, having the purest of heart just to serve Him and the people whom He had put in my life?

My answer would be.. yes to some and no to a few bahs..

Somehow, along the way, i felt that i've changed to someone that I myself is not sure about.. sometimes, i feel that i don know who i am.. the things that i do, the way i do things.. when i come to a point whereby i start to reflect, it just seems so irritating.. because, sometimes, its is not what i want to become..

After listening to Pastor Kong's preaching today, i felt that.. there are some mindsets that i have to change.. some behaviors i need to improve on, especially my heart towards God... is it still pure? Am i still having a heart after God's heart..after all those things that i've been through and the torturing past that i have been trying to overcome? How loyal am i to God, and people around me now..?

Well, even so, i could feel that.. my heart is getting closer to His.. I no longer wana do just the things i want and reject the things i dont wana do.. I am not sure if i am really that loyal to God, but i know i've done my best.. and I believe God has seen my effort.. to cherish friendships and be a loyal friend to God and people around me.. though there are times i fail, but i've done my best.. I don want to be a kisser who will eventually leave Him, but i wana be someone who clings onto Him and staying faithful to the visions and dreams that have been given to me.. And i also want to be a cleaver to those who i love deeply.. never leave them, but to love and be there for them whenever they need anyone..

Anyways, its photo time!!!!! :D:D

These are the photos taken on wednesday!! My first clubbing experience @ Zouk/Phuture.. :D