Thursday, August 20, 2009, 8/20/2009 11:58:00 PM
Annoyed and disappointed.. Hmm..today's paper... i would say that it isn't too good. Studied but... ): ANyways, not gonna talk about it here, so yea. finished paper earlier, don't really like staying in the exam hall till the end, cause.. the collection of the exam papers is so slow, and i want to study for the next paper. On my way out, saw Blythe. Went to the shopping arcade and ended up studying with her, Amelia and Joey.. nice studying with them, really can concentrate and understand when i needed help. Was near Esther's group of friends, so yea.. and things happened along the way, but then again, not going to talk about it here. Joey left and Christie joined us for a while.... In the end, only me and Amelia left.. continued studying.. asked questions, answered questions.. Somewhere along the way, felt annoyed and disappointed again cause of studies.. Am i too stress? seriously, i don know, i only know that i am entirely in exam mode already.. , its already time for me to get serious with work and be focused on work anyway. Just felt that i have slacked too much and became stupid as compared to the past. its... frigging irritating and seriously disappointing.. Continued studying at Gloria's Jeans as the library was closing.. but, instead of studying, Amelia and I ended up talking and talked for the next 45 mins.. Sharing things about what we've learnt along the way throughout the 3 years in nursing.. so many things that we've shared, yet it still feel as though there are alot more to share.. its never gonna stop as long as we are still in nursing, cause even as student nurses, the experiences and lessons we have learnt, its too much to share in just one session. And the best thing is.. i seem to feel that i have found a new passion and a renewed love for nursing.. I've never lost my passion for nursing, rather, i am even more eager to be a better nurse after sharing so much with Amelia, and also found a new friend.. and after that, it seemed to be easier to study.. (: Suddenly feel that, though i might be discouraged by certain events in life, but there will always be other things that will lift me up once again.. its really like a lesson learnt today.. a meaningful and happening day for me... and i really thank God for everything that happened today.. :D iDestinee.
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