Friday, July 10, 2009, 7/10/2009 12:33:00 AM
Tiredness keep overwhelming me... This morning was quite a good one.. Left my house late, yet going for class on time, and even met one of my secondary classmate on the way to the lecture hall in school.. Really love the feeling when i meet my "old" friends whom i have not contacted for a long time.. As usual, been really tired and fell asleep during classes.. must really do something about it.. sighs. Spent time with Yong Gao, Juswin, Cherryl and Esther after my classes and their study session at Jurong East...Had dinner at Kopitiam @ IMM together.. had a great chat altogether, talking about nice things.. Slowly, it became the brothers' laughing session and the sisters' girls' talk.. really nice... talking about issues that all of us have, realising that i am not alone.. People close to me are experiencing the same thing as me.. in a way, it is comforting, cause i know i am not alone, but am also kinda sad cause people are struggling in areas of their lives.. But love precedes all things...the hardest person will become soft when love is present.. Love allows hearts to be open to another person, love allows people to be filled, and not to feel alone. Strategies and techniques to getting close to people will not open people's heart. but it will draw people away from you, cause they will think that there are motives otherwise. Love connects 2 hearts together, even when the distance is far physically. That's what i realised.. Love precedes all distances, barriers, reasons, events and people.. Love precedes all.. Something that the 3 sisters (or rather, Cherryl) realised was: It is so painful when we are hurt or rejected by people we loved so much.. Most of the time, we love people with reservations, with conditions, and yet, we are able to feel the intensity of the pain when we are being hurt by people. Think about this, All of us know that, God loves us without any condition, without any reservations. He loves us so much that He gave His only Son to us, who died for us all because of love.. Wont the pain He felt be so much more than the pain that we are bearing, especially when He faced much more hurt and rejections than us? Yet, He is still able to love every single one of us so dearly and continue to love us the way He always does.. Really.. Think about this... Anyways, really love today's fellowship.. allowed me to know Cherryl and Esther better.. Allow me, once again to learn how to love people once again.. to find the ability to love people once again.. thanks guys for making my day a fulfilling one.. Loves!! Love precedes everything and anything... Thank you Father for being such a great role model to love people.. iDestinee. |