I am falling in love once again... (:

OMG!! I just realised that i have neglected my blog for quite awhile yea? LOLs.. that's bad. ):

Anyways.. been hanging out with some people quite often these days.. Esther who I've spend time with for almost the last 19 years of my life, and Yong Gao who is super funny.. and Kenny..(:

Been going to Esplanade quite abit these days with them.. Its really fun la. i love spending time by the waters. So comfortable and cooling..^^ A very great place to think and relax after being tensed up for so long. (:

Really like to hang out with them.. (:

School day's been almost the same, too.. The only thing is.. somehow i feel so much more tired than any other weeks. I cant help but to sleep during lectures, even those that i really like.. And almost failing asleep during tutorials and lab sessions!!! Can you imagine that?!

But at the very least, i am still following the lectures as i am starting to do my own revision whenever i can! hahas!

Been talking to people around me too.. somehow.. i feel like i am needed.. LOLs. silly thoughts right? Used to think that i am not worthy enough to be needed by people, yet, when i stepped out of that negative thought, people starts coming to me. and i am really very happy about it.. not going to let this stop like this.. (:

Anyways.. Really love this week and am really looking forward to next week!! Been focusing lots on prayer man.. Had prayer meeting within the cell group on thursday night, bible study on Song of Solomon on Friday, zone prayer meeting in the morning, pre-service prayer meeting and a service on PRAYER!!! Awesome isit ?! HAhas..

And yes!!! Song of Solomon (Part 2) was great!!! It allows me to understand deeper as to where i am and how i should really breakthrough in my walk with God, having more faith and trust that He will do all things for us, even though they may seem impossible.. and be the one who desires more of Him and drawing nearer to Him, and knowing He will draw near to us again.. I don want to falter again.. But i want to remain and grow under His guidance and love.. (:

And having said all these, i am falling in love again!!!!

I am not talking about relationship stuff. whether i like anyone now, that's not important, but i know i am in love with God once again, the church, His people, and yes, I AM ADDICTED TO PRAYING!!!

I got a new song, a new set of tongues, and a sharper sensitivity to God!

That's why i am in love once again..

Yes, i think i am getting better.. pretty sure of that..

Less affected by the past as compared to the past..

and i am beginning to step out and love people once again...

Learning to love once again..

Thank you God. (:

iDestinee.