AM defeated by it once again..

Super disappointed about myself.

Most of the time, they don seem right.. Or rather, it is true to those are not right at all.. I don know anything..

When negativity strikes, nothing seems right. Nothing will be right when darkness is clouding my mind. Stupid devil.

There are things that i thought i know and understand, but in the end, it is always the opposite.

There are things i think i should comment or suggest, they dont seem right.

Maybe i should start ignoring everything that i think. Just have to let them be, since no one is perfect and no one can ever live up to one another's expectations.

And probably, to prevent an argument that will make me feel inferior once again.

Though talking to people and share things with them makes me feel encouraged.

Sometimes it is as though i am close to them,

but in the end, i feel that i don know anyone at all.

Expectations towards people and myself.

Thoughts about people and myself.

Doubts about people and myself.

Get a life Karmen.

The promise you made to yourself.. don break it everything when you have already set yourself to do it.

There is something that is stopping you..

all the past unhappiness and current burdens.

Anyways.. this is just another negative post about my thoughts, need somewhere to vent my thoughts.. cause i feel that there is nowhere else i can.

Please be positive and be yourself once again..

Stop being self-pity, Karmen.

Brace yourself once again girl !!

iDestinee.