Sometimes. its getting scarier..

Though I've already made a decision to smile no matter what happens..its always harder than it was thought to be.. Smiling isnt as easy as before these days..still trying ok!

Anyways.. (as usual.. ) failed my skills test.. AGAIN.. Kinda disturbed by it.. test date was only confirmed a day before the test itself.. sucks.

Besides, we practised (focused) more on the OT skills.. Well, maybe it's partly my fault.. for taking things for granted myself. my fault.

But I always take failing as another opportunity to learn more things, and indeed. Cause when we fail or do the wrong things, we do learn from them, remember them and move on, doing better. Guess this also applies to life.. learn, mistakes, remember them and do better next time.

Anyways. complained to some people...

And it was so nice of Chermin to meet me and treat me Mcdonalds!! wahahas.. i really cheered up after that man!! Had a great time of fellowship, chatting and sharing things. And Yong Gao for his concern... hahas! Sorry for scaring you. but i am alright, wont do anything stupid. LOLs..

Thanks to those who showed concern too.. Mr Panda! and Daniel (Teh).

Really appreciate that there are people who show that they care.

Been quite emo these days. things that were (are) in my life kept stirring in my mind.. trying to fight them off. But yea.

If it has to be like this, what will i do..?

Maybe i aint as strong as people think i should be..

Still smiling for whatever that may happen.(:

iDestinee.