Cell group meeting was fun yesterday!!

Took a cab to Jurong POint to meet the rest to go AMK together... got rice dumpling again!! Love it, but to my horror, the price increased!! Didnt really feel like buying lor..but temptation overcome that horror.. I got to enjoy the dumpling!! hehes..

Everyone was almost on time when we met up at Jurong Point.. but still, we ended up late for cell group.. XD

0ops. Repent!!

Anyways.. cell group was great!! Moving in the spirit.. Suddenly felt super down la.. irritating.. grrh.. couldnt really like lift up my hands to pray and worship.. sighs.

After that, we had a chance to exercise the moving of spirit to pray for one another.. (:

But then, i was kinda affected by the "down-ness".. was really quite uncomfortable in it.. but somehow.. i managed to say something when i make myself pray.. Took me awhile to do that. but yea.. i managed to..

Went to do some activities.. was slacking more than i was playing.. was looking at people playing lor.. =.= mainly cause i was still affected bahs.. hahas. sorry for having a black face.. really felt super down lor.. but i think i began to feel better after awhile.. maybe i wasnt focusing on already..

After that.. we decided to go and get some food... (People involved: Crystal, Luis, Kenny, Esther, Karmen) Went to Mcdonalds and eat McSpicy meal!!!!!!

Had a great chat (almost 4 hours of chat) .. really. it was great.

Talked about loads of things.. spiritual issues, personal sharing and experiences..

Shared mine, hard, struggling.. but somehow i felt lighter as well.. (: Crystal, Esther and I ended up crying at the Mcdonalds!!!

LOLs.. Funny..

Somehow. i feel that everytime i share about the same thing that i faced..

i began to feel lighter.. Does that mean that I am getting better? I don know.. XD

And.. really wana apologise to all. cause of what happened.. it is really hard to trust, believe and love like i used to.. but i am trying.. to love without condition again..

Loves! is all i really hope to tell u guys..

iDestinee.