Been frustrated these days.. seriously.

Things been different these days... its getting a little annoying and disturbing as days go by. People being among themselves, outcasting themselves (or other)..

Hard not to avoid, but it kinds of set people thinking about their purpose for being there.

Probably they didnt realise anything.. but ignoring people and hanging out by themselves is freaking disturbing.. too bad if that is offending. but this is what i feel. if i were to feel like i have no purpose being there in the group, i will just stop joining.. even if i have to start doing things by myself.. Rather not be annoyed by things that are insignificant.. Already have my own issues to handle, not going to be bothered by other things.. Starting to regret sharing things with people. maybe i should keep things back to myself. well, maybe i am self-centered in this area. But this is my weakness, still working on it..struggling to..

This is such an irritating task to do though..tough.. oh wells.

Mothers day service was great.. funny..touching..

Kelvin joined us for service.. cool yea? hahas.. was happy that he came..^^

Went to Mcdonalds for fellowship.. was alright at first.. but i guess.. people do screw things up. think about others please! Went home.. a good ride home? Not sure. hahas.

But Sunday cell group was good too.. It was about faith. something i think i need alot now. hahas.. didnt really want to stay longer..was in a foul mood.

Left with Renfred, Kelvin and Esther to get some stuff for mothers day.

Besides, Esther and i needed to get ingredients for dinner. Whipping up a dinner for my parents to show our love for them. But i did most of the things was Esther was busy with her reports. SHE DID HELP OK! LOLs..

Had assessment today on the dancing and playing topic. the doning of gloves and wearing the OT gown. NoT easy ok! If you contaminate, will fail one lor.. It is quite strict. was kinda nervous, as i have been failing my assessments instead of passing them. self-esteem went down.. LOLs. but it was good today.. I PASSED MY TEST!!! Lecturer kept saying i did well. was so happy..

Went for extra practice session, did a little research.. Met up with kenny and esther. Saw YongGao, and a few others.. hanged ard.. Went to AMKHub!

Was a little bored cause we didnt really plan the things that we want to do except to have dinner together. So it was random..

Soon.. Renfred, Chermin, Kelvin and Daniel joined us!

Attendence for the outing: Kenny, Esther, Daniel, Kelvin, Renfred, Chermin, Yong Gao and me! had a great time during dinner with esther's laughter. happy to see her happy..^^

After that, kenny, Dan, Esther, Chermin, Yong Gao and i went to play pool.. and Chermin taught me pool though i know how to play. but i am not that good.. hahas.

Happy lor.. hahas.. Had a great time i would say.. Managed to know some new people, Yong Gao (&Esther) friend..(:

Went home ard 10.. really enjoyed today... enjoyed the company i have with these great pals^^

Thanks people!

Seems that many can tell that i am not ok.. hahas..

no longer want to hide my feelings. haas.

trying to..grow myself.. in the hard way..

hopefully i am okayy soon~

iDestinee.