Yo!! Currently i am still at Singapore Expo...
Waiting for a friend to finish his things.. so yea. got some time to blog before going off..

Did not serve today.. was not feeling too well.. Cause i have not been sleeping too well for the past 3 weeks and been sick as well.. so yea.. when i woke up early this morning, i was super giddy la.. somemore chest pains came back again.. so sometimes will have pains.. hahas.. shhh!!!
Anyways.. felt giddy and was super tired.. so cant serve..
Continued to use the computer as i needed to reply some stuff... and guess what. i was so tired that i fell asleep in front of my computer..Argh!

Anyways, went for Bible study.. was abit late though.. so took a cab down to Jurong East... Interesting taxi uncle. hahas..i like to take cab..can interact with the uncle.. so fun.. cause some uncles super lame one. so yea.. Anyways.. today's bible study was teaching about reaching out with Jesus' love..Teaching us how to reach out to people and loving them.. (:

People don know how much we know, until they know how much we care.. I really love this phrase, it is so true.. Imagine we are still one who does not interact, we don really care until we know how much our friends care for us.. Even now, being a christian, i can be quite "anti-social".. Until i know how much some of my friends care, den i will start to reach out and open up to them...(:
Earlier this week, someone added me online.. seriously, not really interested to know them.. until i started talking to them.. i realised they sounded like interesting people.. New friends made..
i really love meeting new friends.. at the same time, afraid of it.. Cause some friends won last..you though you can trust them.. you pour your heart to them.. telling them things you were thinking.. hearing what they say.. their problems.. but after that.. maybe less than few weeks.. the distance starts to become further and more strange.. Don want to talk anymore.. like.. strangers..

Back to the topic.. i am going to enlarge myself once again and not be kept to myself..(i will try.. cause of disappointments from others).. hahas..
hopefully can overcome that! Help me people!
Need some encouragement once again from people.. guess i really need that on and off..(:

Service was great!! the second last sermon on relationship series.. Was so cool and funny la!!! the dramas, the word.. Pastor was really laughing at one part of the drama.. SO FUNNY!!! goodness... the entire church went laughing also la... goodness...it is always so fun to be in church.. especially when times are difficult .. things like that will actually lift up the stress emotionally.. (:
I praise God for that!

Anyways.. another person was added to my secret list.. hahas.. now.. only 6 people know about it.. hahas.. so cool right..(: All the high high people know about this, except 2 who are not high high de..

Anyways.. i have make up my mind to be alone.. For now... i wan to be left ALONE.. and i really mean it.. hate people forcing me.. stop thinking you are not, cause i am the one who is getting the thing from you.. think for others.. not only for yourself.. stop being selfish ant think you know everything,, you don at all.. and i hate people being so full of themselves even though they have been told that they don know anything.. It is so annoying... its getting on my nerves.. immature people.. selfish and proud.. i hate it. and now.. i am already have my own freedom.. Happy with where i am now.. so yea.. i am single..