What have i been doing these days.. hmmm..

I also cant really rmb.. waiting to talk to friends.. missed ministry rehearsals..

Seriously, i think i am quite serious about changing ministry bahs.. really don have the urge to go on.. on something that does not interest me as much.. that's probably not what i wanted right from the start.. though it was cool to work with the people there.. But till now, i probably don feel anything.. i want to go MS CARE!!! I want to care for people that i have passion for.. Hopefully i can get in soon.. really.. really wana serve the people who are in need.. Besides, i am interested in neuroscience! I want to go into this field and learn many many things.. (:

Anyways.. been quite negative few days back..cause i am like at home.. and its sooooo boring! Don really like free times.. they make me think about things i don wan to remember and make me negative! goodness.. i hate that kinda feeling.. seriously man.But luckily, got party on Good Friday's eve, which is just now..

Well, went out in the afternoon..to meet Shihui and Luis.. to get the things for the party last evening..Walked quite abit as it was considered a very rush proposal.. nothing was prepared..nothing was decided except that we want a party, a get-together.. hahas.. after awhile, Kenny came.. but Shihui and Luis had to leave for Expo to serve already.. so.. met Kenny.. got some other stuff.. went his house to put the things he bought also.. and drove to my house.. but it was too early to prepare the food when we were at my house.. Somemore Esther was asleep.. so nothing much can be done. he went off to meet his friends.. and i nua abit also la.. till Daryl and Kit come.. finally started to prepare things.. i didnt finish preparing the food on time lor.. but neither were the rest early.. LOls..

People started coming at 8pm.. hahas.hangout.. even went out to get more food lor.. so funny.. fetched JX also.. hehs.. so cool can... then went back home for more fun.. enjoyed more, but Daryl had to leave early as he got another get-together.. sadded. but anyways.. the rest of us continued to eat and hang out.. Xavier came too!! Yeah!!!!

Chit chat..more food... talked and crapped more.. done with eating ard 11 plus? played some sparkles that shihui got also.. so not fun lo.. not as fun as the real and proper sparkles... But it was better than nothing..(: Finally packed up and things became clean again!!

We changed place to talk about other stuffs.. horror experiences bahs.. but in the end, we cut the idea.. started talking about spirit and spiritual stuffs.. hahas.. was fun lor.. until very late la. share the spiritual gifts that we have.. talked about them.. shared about things that we learnt and know... it's really interesting.. to know more about God and listen to how others learnt and be guided by God.. its so cool.. really fun.. My spiritual gift is probably faith.. hahas...

Oh.. while i was waiting for kenny to be ready.. i came across this story in the Bible, Job 2. It is really powerful.. i was still wondering why i was reading that story.. that was the only story in the Bible that attracted me when i was flipping through the Bible at the point in time.. Didnt expect it will be similar to the things we shared jus now... besides, we even talked and discussed about it.. and i didnt know many of us have heard of that story or read that story. Must be God speaking to me.. ask me to listen to His words.. He is trying to encourage me regarding the things i am going through in life, and i need to continue trusting Him even if i am already being destroyed in my being.. But my spirit shall not fail.. but continue to trust and love Him.. hahas. Another lesson learnt.. JX and Kay also answered certain things that i have doubts with.. second lesson learnt..(:

Love today loads.. though all are tired and drained.. but it was a great gathering.(:

Will try to have more outings next time!!! (:

Yes, i like talking to him every now and then..really nice talking to him..fun also..(: but i am fond of no one!!!!!!!! i am happy with my life now.. (:

Enjoying the plans that He has for me.. and i am going to fulfill them to the best that i can..(:

I will continue to put my status as single.. because i no longer want to be with him anymore.. its not only a separation..but a breakup..i mean it.. and stop assuming about the future.. cause its annoying and irritating.

iDestinee..