Today.. is a happy day..
2nd day of school.. being a year 3 student seems to be a very stressful thing.. all the projects that are coming up... 4 in total if i am not wrong.. hahas..
till now, haven got my books, all not stock, expect for one set of papers.. can you imagine that? But never, i just have to collect them tomorrow since i have already paid for everything.. but lessons' starting at 8am!!!! Gonna go to school by 7am.. hopefully the bookshop aunties are earlier than me.. hahas.. I want to get my books real soon man! i am dying to read those thick books that will accompany me for the next few months.. !! hahas..
Anyways, got 7 books to buy, but there are 9 modules this semester.. may have more to buy as time goes by sia..
Finally got lecture, tutorial and laboratory sessions today.. not as bad as i thought it would be.. It's just that, i am going to chiong projects like crazy when we are warmed up! The first project that i know, has to be done by the 5th week i think.. haven even know what's the project about lor.. anyhow!!
Had lab session today.. believe me, this topic is so fun!!! This week will be mainly focusing on OT (operating theatre) stuff.. yesterday learnt the steps to wear and fold the gown and donning the gloves, today we learnt about the basic instrument in the OT setting..
Just forceps, we have loads, and 3 kinds of scissors, 2 kinds of retractors, the different kinds of drapes, their individual names and what are they used for.. Its so interesting!!!!!
Cant imagine few weeks down the road, i am going to the OT and do simple and basic stufF!?!
This is sooooo interesting!!! hahas.. i love it man! Though am going to have nursing lab like 4 times a week, but i am so going to enjoy myself with that!! hahas~!
Oh ya.. am i am so happy about something.. we changed our subgroup again.. (almost) all semester, my class will change the subgroup.. and i am still stuck with Sarah and Shane! Happy!!! besides, MiMi and Phyu are going to join in the fun! hahas.. i am going to enjoy my year 3 man!! hahas.. good pals to work with..! I am so so so happy la.!!!
Oh, and some people say my new hairstyle is nice! haha.. am so happy can! haha..
happy~ happy~ happy~
Anyways, talking about my personal life. been really disturbed and annoyed by something called self-denial. i have no feelings for him anymore. yet, he still expects me to go back.. but seriously, once i step out of it, i will not go back again.. Why am i so hardened? cause everything is different already.. accept the fact that its over, stop making it seems as though its my fault. yes, its freaking annoying. pestering doesnt make anything work cause everything is completely over. it just make people think otherwise. irritating.. annoyed and seriously, its not of any use anymore. i am hating it.
am i supposed to hide my real feelings again and act as though nothing has ever happened to me in the past? Hahas.. it might make it harder for me to trust again.. i can be happy on the outside, but when will it be time when the inner side of me can be free and happy once again?
Give me a break from all things please.. its getting harder.. seriously...
iDestinee.
