Mistakes that have been done will not be corrected as time will not turn back.. There is no time machine for humans to go back to... Take these mistakes as lessons learnt.. remember these mistakes and never do the same again..

God allows things to happen. He filters them, allowing those that we will be able to take to happen.. He wants us to stretch ourselves and mould our characters, at the same time, letting us know what will happen if we disobey the options that He has given to us. Not forgetting, He is trying to test our faith for Him.. Are we going to continue to have faith and trust in Him, or are we going to back off and hide, or even leave Him?

God may even have to sacrifice our relationship with Him, just to test our faith.. But the good thing is, He will gain a better child if we decided to go to another level and trust in Him.. To obey Him more, putting Him above every other things in our lives.. And He will grant us things that we need. Maybe even more efficient than our earthly fathers..(:

Hahas.. not preaching or what. This is just something that i suddenly thought of while talking to a friend online..Really true huh.. For me, i learnt something through the very very hard way.. Still trying to recover from that.. But through the bad events and hurts in my life, i know what i want.. I know I want to serve Him more than anything else in life.. i said i will give up relationships for the sake of He.. For He is the one who gave me something.. If i have to return it, i will, especially if i don have any desire to get it back..if i cant commit and put in my best, i will not do it.. Besides, it seems to be easier for me to engage Him nowadays.. Does that means I make a wrong decision for separating?

I don think so, right?

Saturday and sunday are usually the same events.. Church, and its the all time favourite of every week!Went for cell group meeting on Sunday.. Mj wasnt there as Darryl wasnt feeling well.. Get well sooon!!! Love ya!!

Kenny, Luis, Daniel, Crystal, Esther, Kit and myself went to find Glor @ Novena, but left after awhile as daniel needs to go expo... After taking lunch, Kit left first.. Kenny drove the rest of us to Expo.. On the way there, the only one(s) who is awake is probably Kenny and Daniel..

The rest of us were "dead".. felt super bad la.. cause he was driving us around, yet all of us slept late the earlier night..

Woke up when we reached Gek Poh shopping centre, cause Crystal wana get some stuff..but then, no one felt like moving out of the car.. Stayed in the car awhile, and finally left the car..started walking around the mall like some zombie.. But was energised after awhile due to the interestingly interesting stuff.. some are really cheap and nice and useful (according to Crystal, and i've seen them myself too!).. But didnt want to buy anything.. Already broke.. hahas..

Walked into this very interesting shop.. things are so cheap and "childhoodly" (Karmen's version of english)..Bought the bubble thing and the balloon thingy.. not too sure of the names.. but yea.. the things that we played when we were very young, played under one HDB flat.. for quite awhile i think.. But we were quiet and good, not noisy.. Just that the ground was very soapy after playing.. it was also time to leave, Crystal and Luis went off first.

The rest of us decided to hang out abit longer.. waited for Daniel at crystal's place.. all of us, once again..didnt feel like moving anymore..all of us were so tired, especially Daniel i think..

Anyway, we ended up at my house.. Took out food and water and the two macs..With Daniel fellowshipping with my mac by chatting with his gf, Esther and Kenny doing something on her mac, Cant really remember what i was doing though.. but time was definitely running fast.. Before they left, Esther had her 4th lesson.. a very dangerous one.. NO MORE PLEASE!!!

So sunday ended..

Anyways, been doing nothing for the whole of monday.. Other than sleeping, i am eating!!!

Going to get fat already lor! But managed to spend some good times with my mum when i am not asleep..(: So it is really good.. Nothing much besides wasting my time away.. should be doing something constructive man! But anyway, going to SGH tomorrow once again with my sweetie! Miss a few there, so going to go back to take a look..(:

Anyway, got to go now.. Ciao!

iDestinee