Cool...its been a couple of days since I updated my blog.. goodness..

This week is a super tiring one.. Since sunday night, I only had like 6 hours of 'proper' sleep on my bed.. Needed to write a 6-page long reflective journal (or what i called essay).. Wrote 7 pages in 2 days.. Praise the Lord for the efficiency..(:

This week onwards, I started to take cases and took charge of making some changes in the case notes.. Finally felt abit like staff nurses..

However, i am still not too sure of myself.. didnt really dare to write things down myself without any acknowledgment or permission of the staff nurses.. My CI said i am not confident of myself.. Maybe i am really like that...

Luckily i always smile at her, and ask her alot of questions, especially after she meet us regarding issues or stuff.. That makes her have a balanced impression of me.. both good and bad..

Probably she doesnt know that i did the changes myself..Though with some help from the staff nurses.. What i want to learn now is to actually try passing report myself.. Oh wells..

That's okay i think, cause i have done that at NUH before..its just that there is a difference between NUH and SGH, really hope i will get a chance to.(:

Did different skills and experienced different cases that might be hard to come by.

Though there is still 2 days before the end of the posting, i am already feel that i really have learn alot of things from there. Besides, though more patients to take care of, but i really felt really relaxed cause the staffs there are so nice..(:

Besides, they really gave me alot of chances to learn and practise my skills.. really very fulfilling..(:

So i am also starting to like SGH too.. though i still miss working in NUH..

Cause i can slack [SGH is abit more strict] !!! But i thought it is better. More motivation..(:

But really feel very tired physically.. haven been sleeping well since attachment started.. Just this week, cause i want to do my journal, i only had like 6 hours of 'proper' sleep on my bed.. Am so so so tired!

So i decided to leave the house early and reach the ward early so that i can sleep at the staff room.. Managed to catch some good rest..(:

Good thing is, i am going to work afternoon shift tomorrow, so i am going to take a good and proper rest that my body deserves.

Went for prayer meeting in the evening today... Took a cab down, since Esther and I were already running late.. so yea.. But hor.. there was a traffic jam!!! Goodness....

But praise God, we reached there on time! Muahahas..

While walking down the aisle, i saw Khoon Fai - my primary school classmate! He was serving for today's prayer meeting.. Kajiao each other for awhile.. hahas..was fun la.. Hopefully got more chances to catch up with him soon..(:

The entire auditorium was really filled with the presence of God.. while walking down to find the seats, i could really feel something moving..something powerful yet comforting..(:

Maybe its because of the things that i have been going through.. emotionally and thoughts that are kind of tormenting me..I seems to be able to focus more on God and feel His presence alot easier than last time... But today.. the presence of God was really really very strong.. When we found seats, my mouth just started praying in tongues.. cool yea?

The best thing was.. i teared when i haven even prayed for 5 mins.. Presence of God is there..so easily felt and comforting.. Indeed the House of God is the best place to be in... Physical tiredness did not stop me from praying fervently, especially when Pastor started to encourage us to pray harder and deeper..(:

Seriously, 1 hour of prayer is never enough in a prayer meeting.. TOO LITTLE!!!

Its getting better, and it will get better..

When praying halfway through, i saw this verse on the LED.

Isaiah 41: 10

" Fear Not , For I am with you, Be Not Dismayed, For I am your God.

I will strengthen you,

Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand."

For that moment, i felt something stirring up inside my heart.. Started praying.. and tears filled my eyes again... It is so good to be in His presence.. Especially when He starts showing you things that will encourage during your deepest valley in life.. Indeed He deserves all praise and honor..(:

Took train home.. so got to buy bubble tea at JE.. But the kiwi milk tea didnt taste like kiwi.. Tasted more like the original milk tea.. Felt conned.. oh wells..

Oh.. There is this joke today.. a stupid one...

Joke Of The Day goes like this..

Two girls were making some very nasty comments and was laughing all the way from the time we alighted from the bus until we took the lift..

The very pro E did not press the lift button...and both of them were so retarded till they didnt notice the stillness of the lift..and were laughing like mad women..

Suddenly the door opened, K looked at the "1" on the LED thingy, and saw a malay guy walking into the lift..

The two retarded girls were stunned for a moment, and then burst out laughing!! The malay guy also want to laugh..his expression was that "I-am-going-to-burst-out-laughing" kinda face...He left the lift one level before the girls.. After that guy left, the two girls burst out laughing once again.. all the way till they reached home..

And guess what, the retarded girls are Esther and myself.. Super funny can...!!!

But then hor.. we also need to repent, cause we were making nasty comments about things that Esther doesnt like.. hahas!

Anyways. this blog entry is super long la.. think i am going to stop here.. gonna prepare to sleep soon!!

Ciao~

iDestinee.