Monday, March 23, 2009, 3/23/2009 12:21:00 AM
Hahs, there is something to blog about today too..^^
As usual, had cell group meeting.. Meng Chin preached on 10 characteristics of being big on the the inner side of us.. So much of it.. i feel that i really need to change.. I should start to be big on the inside..(: Cant really remember everything.. currently using Esther's mac as mine is with Glor.. so..i don really have all the things i need to blog this.. But well, really thought that i have not done enough to love people.. maybe i forgot how to love already.. sometimes.. this is what i will think.. I really need to buck myself up so that i can develop myself once again..(: I am going to have breakthroughs in my life and develop and increase the faith that God has given to me.. I am going to believe that so strongly man..(: Anyways.. after cell group meeting, the entire N395 became mad.. tried making Gloria (cgl) very paiseh.. with something super lame.. but at that point of time, all of us just went cranky..(: Went to play Captain's Ball.. was so fun la. having so much fun like no one's business.. really haven been enjoying like that for quite awhile..got a bit of accident after awhile though.. quite a nasty one..but wells.. Went to makan our usual place again.. ate chicken rice that Kit vouched..Hahas.. and yes, the chicken rice was nice! (: Thanks man. Fellowshipped awhile.. Kenny came and joined us, together with his friends.. Lend Glor my baby.. till tomorrow..(: Beginning to miss it already! Went to Paya Lebar for budget K.. then JP for shopping and makaning.. hangout awhile.. and went home.. Was really worn out la.. super tired.. so.. i am going to sleep now! will update soon!! Nites people!! i do not want to be involved in any romance relationship for now..i do not want anyone waiting.. seriously..it is so stressful and pressurising.. its hurting even the friendship. so much so..it may even be hard to talk again.. it might even be impossible to love like it was used to be in the past.. All i want is to get myself settled down. And.. i want my privacy..somehow i don really trust that i will be left alone.. i do not like to be pressurised..especially when it is pulling me away further that i was expecting. there is no more romance feelings that i should be feeling anymore.. iDestinee. |