Friday, March 20, 2009, 3/20/2009 12:17:00 AM
Gonna blog something before i drop..
need to keep track of what i am doing also.. got assignment to do!!! goodness.. really tired ar... may look super shag by this coming weekend.. or rather, i am already super shag.. Today's (yesterday) been fun.. busy and entertaining.. did more things than i thought i was allowed to.. shall jus briefly talk about it now.. Let's see.. 1. was super not in tune to work la.. for one, i missed my bus while walking to the bus stop.. stupid bus.. oh wells.. the other was.. i am really looking forward to the end of attachment though its only the 4th day.. 2. started out well by having the right person during work.. my staff nurse is super nice la! like.. printing things for us.. (most will not be like that)...bubbly and cute..(: 3. did new things that i am supposed to hands on.. things like.. serving medication (though its not my first), observed taking of blood by another staff nurse.. I got to set drip and did flushing (not the toilet!).. And tie patient.. though that really reminds me of IMH posting.. abit sad lor.. really.. but i got a taste of tying someone..not very good though. but that person could "escape" from the tying.. cool(: 4. the happiest thing for today.. i saw one of my patient when i was still at my previous attachment. not say happy to see him in sgh again..but more of a relief.. he seems much happier and positive as compared to the first time i saw him.. and he looked better too.. though he is still sick.. will visit him more often.. i love all my patients!! somehow... my work, esp the patients, is really my move to do better.. i learn more things from them... and somehow..wana do more for them.. though i am like super worn out or something.. i got to do something about it..(: hmm.. i really don hope that he will wait for me.. cause i don have confidence in myself that i will go back.. and we cant really tell the future.. besides, i think it will make everything worse..cause its so pressurising.. i hate that feeling.. the pressurising feeling that will pull me away..further and further away.. don really wana be in a r/s, no more desire to commit, and i am going to move on.. to settle my own things in life.. i also hope that my mails and all, will not be seen by him.. i need some privacy.. i hate being restrained.. i am irritated by that. stop saying things that irritate me. iDestinee.
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