Jus a short entry before i turn in..
Again i was just wondering about friendships........
i was jus thinking..
2 friends who were once so close..
almost cant live without each other's presence.. (i know its abit extreme)
when both thought that nothing can break the strong bond..
time has already started working..
to fade the relationship... making it so fragile..
and...one day.. it is going to fade...
and its gone..
I saw my best friend a few days ago...
and realised that everything isnt the same anymore..
we rather talk to our current friends..
treating each other as though we don know them..
i wanted to talk to her.. but i felt her coldness...
there was really a sharp pain in my heart..
one that was so close to me.. is now such a stranger...
i had an urge to cry..
but i thought i could do nothing.. and i did nothing as well..
Had quite a bit of things that are bothering me...
inner thoughts keep running around in my mind...
negative thoughts came out while i was searching for the positive ones..
starting to get abit tired of things already...
Went back to KrDance today...
to me, it was kinda drastic..
disappointments. anger.. sadness...
those were the feelings that i had..
disappointment in everything i see when i was there..
anger when i see the attitude of the kids..
sadness because i felt that they are just taking things for granted..
taking the seniors' effort for granted...
but i managed to see some of the teachers whom i missed dearly..
though i agreed with the things that one of them told me..
'no matter what.. you will still have to go on in life...' ..
this sets me thinking about certain things in my life lor..
Talked to Gloria Wong about my burdens....
felt so lifted up..
felt so relieved..
felt so much better..
oh wells.. time is running late..
need to take a proper rest liaos...
updates again....
iDestinee.
