10 days since my last entry..
its quite awhile already i guess.
school's started.. things have been going on well..
friends..
church probably...
sometimes i will wonder.. am i having demon's attack..
is like... i don feel comfortable with being myself.
even jus now.. during and after THE EDGE meeting..
but the presence of God was really good.. strong.....
jus after that.. i jus feel so.. motionless lor..
don know...
anyways.. tot i really need to buck up on my studies..
my results are really not good at all one lor..
esp if u compare my L1R4 and my GPA now..
its so much different lor..
sometimes i also felt so useless la..
maybe.. unpopular.. friend-less (as in true friends..)
was really quite discouraged..
Somehow..things changed after seeking God and sharing them with Roger..
you will not go to the wrong track with someone is with you.. (by Roger)..
and Pst Zhuang jus shared a sermon like this jus now..
have a positive and healthy self-image..
which i felt that..its really a sermon for me.. in this season lor..
felt peace in my heart after that..
and the presence of God was really very strong and comforting..(:
yup..
bought curry chicken mee frm JW..
ate it at JE..
and home sweet home.. (:
guess its time..
that i spend more time with God..
and renewing my mind like never before..
