well, these few days were really good...
learnt alot of new things during attachment
had fun with family and met up with Roger and things like that.
especially after my birthday, thing were really going quite smoothly...
but somehow,
yesterday wasnt the case..
i was feeling very different and weird for the whole day..
the feeling of lost was very strong especially..
like, things that i did wasnt going very smoothly..
things i could have done wasnt done..
like, just felt abit disappointed and useless for the day...
but luckily, as I prayed things slowly changed..
it became slightly positive..
but it went down in the evening..
even though there were some positive things going on....
(sorry if these few sentences have confused you)
but i just felt so useless and lost.
but i am recharging myself for a better day in the presence of God..
today is my last day of posting..
and i will do my very best!
I shall never depend on my own strength but His,
for i know He has always been my main source of strength and comfort..(:
iDestinee
