There are times that are difficult and we don trust anyone anymore..
certain times, we face different things that will lead to the same outcome as some other people.
sometimes, we wan to stay connected to our friends..
its not i don want,
neither did i not try..
but some of them didnt wan to accept it.
we encountered different situations, kinds of friends..
being too sensitive and trusting people are quite scary to me already..
many times, i could feel that something has changed.
like 2 of my very dear friends in the past, i felt something has changed..
it was really that case when i tried to talk to them..
and their replies would be....
"i think something cannot remain as it was already.."
Friendship changed..
best friends aint there anymore..
lucky there are new friends around..
but things will never be the same again..

Hees.. change topic bahs..
if not, will be emo again..
something from Shiya's blog..
my mind of guo guo shou is a not jus an agreement..
but a promise towards each other.
something that, i hope, will never change..
no one has fulfill things that was promised..
but i know.. someday..
things will change.. for the better.^^
Praise God for giving me peace in the area of "uncompleteness" .
no one is perfect anyways..^^

As for boy and girl stuff..
For me, i will choose not to tell the person..
but in other people's eyes, it will be very obvious.
but the person will not realise.. hahas..
i will observe for awhile before i do anything bah..
cause there are people that i will not really like them after a certain period of time..
until its really 'confirmed', i will tell jiahui and some friends that i choose to tell..
those that i trust..

There are times that i will let go of the one i like.
i know the feeling of liking someone whom likes me
but didnt chose to me with me..
a few months, he was together with another person..
it was after almost 2 yrs before i let him go...
i thought it was pointless to get him back already.. no point..

anyways..
for the words that shiya mentioned,
i guess many girls would really hope to hear them from their boys.
same here.. sometimes i will doubt the reliability of the words..
but i will still believe..^^
when i love someone..
i will trust him with all my heart even though i will disturb him by calling him a liar..
hehes..


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