Tell me what will go on forever besides having God's love?

looking through some of my things..
recalling certain stuff of the past..
revisiting and going back to my friends that i haven been contacting much..
contacted them again recently..
talked to them..

but what i get was heartbreak and disappointment.
not as close as before..
even though we were so close, maybe closer than real sisters..
Now, we are almost like strangers.
nothing to talk about, nothing to share like how we did before..
not only her.. some other very once quite good friends also..

so.. sometimes i don trust many people anymore..
only some people.. that i really trust..
my attitude towards people has changed..
not as open as before..
don really smile like how i did in the past..
don like to talk and share like how i really want to.
cause of all these, i am a different person already..
hees..

Carmen-