What kind of friends do i actually have?
Which kind of people do i really hope to have??

Actually i also don know lei..
Somehow, i also don wan to say anything about it.
Just that.. i don seem to be able to trust some people anymore..
like.. they seems too fake for me..
too fake for me to feel that they are true friends..
so.. i don think i wan to put my things as public anymore..
Just... keeping them to myself is safe already.

I hate to trust people and its very tiring..
no matter what they say.. what they do for me..
i don think i will ever wana think that they are true already..
cause when things are over..
all the "once true" things will also vanish..
so fake.. so scary..
i don dare to trust people already...

P.S, This is for some people in my life, but still, i lose some confidence in trusting people already.

Carmen-