In the previous post,
i said i don wana put as public,
but forget it bahs.. cause it is open again..
HAHA~

These days aint very good for me bahs..
anger..resentment..irritation...
like what the hell rite?
(don ask me to use better words, i will jus ignore you)
but i aint gonna elaborate more..
however...
Worse of all, i am stuck at home!!!!!!
what the hell again..
(Lucky i have visitation later, if not, i will go crazy~)

Anyways,
I seems to lose confidence in the friends i have/had.
outside friends, attachment friends, even some church people..
like... abit sad rite?
haha.
though i know there are true friends around me,
i don feel safe anymore.
but there are still friends that i really cherish.. really really care about..^^

P.S. Ask me out!! i am rotting already~

Carmen-