Tuesday, July 03, 2007, 7/03/2007 10:44:00 PM
Yoz peeps.here i am again.wahahas.actually planned to blog everyday.but sometimes i will be so busy with other things that by the time i have time.i would be too tired to post a blog.and since today i managed to come home earlier.i can blog!!.wahahas~Woo.ever since i am back to my single status.i feel so light and carefree.cause i dont have to keep thinking if the one i love will ever leave me anot.will he betray me anot.still loves me as before anot.that's why i feel so light cause i dont have to think about all these anymore.i am free from boy-girl-relationship.Or rather i can say that for now.i am sick and tired of it.Besides.i know that even if i am not in a relationship with a guy.there are still many who loves me alot alot.wana know who??.Think you guys should know la.He is God.my dearest cell group members (spiritual family).my family on earth.and my close friends.which is really a few of them only.hehes.well.today is kinda fun.kept sms-ing Roger lor.damn fun and funny can.wahahas.so fun so fun.oh ya.something miracle happened.the last few days i always felt so tired in school that i constantly felt like sleeping during lectures and tutorials lor.cause i never touch my Bible for more than a week.today i finally bring out my Bible again.and for the first time in these 2 weeks.i felt more energetic during lessons.hahas.Praise The Lord!!.And i believe He will continue to strengthen me in the different aspects in my life.in my personal life.my studies and my relationship with people around me!!.but most importantly.my walk with God!!.wahahas.without Him.i dont think i will be able to walk out from disappointment so easily.i may still be thinking of the hurts that chengyu gave me.and still be crying over him every single night and missing him every single moment in my days.instead.He has strengthen my soul.character and my mind.i am no longer the jiamin who thinks negatively but one who thinks positively.but i am a changed person to a better one.a Jiamin that is so different.a different feeling in this jiamin.hahas.cause i wana shine for God!!.i dont wana waste my time on something that may pull me away from God.hehes.and i believe that when the time is ripe.God will give me someone who will be with me through good times and bad times truely and say he will not leave me and really mean it and able to do so.NOT ANOTHER ROUND OF EMPTY PROMISES.hehes.anyway.been writing too long for a blog.hahas.even though i have more to share.but it is far too much!!.lols.so see you guys tomorrow!Destiny-
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