Sunday, July 01, 2007, 7/01/2007 11:55:00 PM
yo peeps.actually wanted to update my blog last night after coming home from church.but before i wana blog.i was feeling so tired.so i just drop that idea and blog today instead.
hmm.yesterday Jason said something for yesterday's cell group meeting.we should depend on God.Not getting into irrelavant relationships and place God first.Hahas.besides.i wana glorify God with my studies.hehes.
Besides knowing all these.i also know i have let go liaos.totally can.hahas.when i see something unpleasant about him just now on some webby.i didnt really get a shock la.but just felt abit upset about it lor.hahas.anyway.to me.all about him is already the past.even if he has given me one of the best memories.i am not going to ponder about it anymore.if i do think about it.i will also not have the pain that i had 2 years ago.i loved him with all my heart but he broke it.broke it totally that it has shattered into fine pieces.
But the grace of God has freed me from all these pain.from all these unwanted and not-meant-to-be relationships.and seriously.i love people around me more.loving them with the love of God.even him.but all i can feel now is the peace of God.hehes.
So frenz.those who are close to me.i just wana say that God saved my heart from all the heart aches and troubles about it in me.i felt so much so much lighter as compared to last time.and now.i just want to stay like this and be what i want to be.to fulfill what God has asked me to do.hehes.I will do his will and be happy!! =)
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