Friday, June 29, 2007, 6/29/2007 04:25:00 PM
hi peeps.sleeping well these days??.its 1237 now.as for me.i haven been sleeping well for days.cant sleep.too troubled.anyway.today was a very tiring day.cause never rest well ma.almost fell asleep during lectures again can.tutorials and time during projects will jus almost doze off lor.really worn out by so many things that happened around me this week.
during lessons and breaks.i was too moody to talk much.no mood to study.no mood to find resources.no mood to discuss.no mood to do anything.lucky a fren of mine.peiying knew about this.she understood and didnt say much.thanks so much.hmmm.based on my previous post.some people may think i am a strong girL.but in fact i am not.not at all.i am totally heart-broken.
since ever he walked out of my life and left me alone there.i will jus feel like crying the first time when i wake up.his images.voice.words.touch.hugs and all that will just be refreshed again and again.but i can do nothing.i cant be so selfish to keep him by my side since he dont like me anymore.i wan him to be happy.so i granted his freedom.let him be what he wanted to be.i dont mind to be suffer or hurt.but all i wan is him to be happy.and if i know all these may happen.and there is a turning back.i will still choose to be with him.never regret any moment with him.and if there is a chance to be with him again.i will not reject.but will be waiting for that moment.
i still love him..
Destiny-
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