hmmm.time and again i feel negative.damn sian la.damn sickening la.ARHHHHH!!.but before that.maybe i should share some things about yesterday first. my mum's birthday.but i made her angry somehow.didnt talk to her much.never greet her also.feel so gulity la.afternoon went pool-ing at kpool with weixin.xuewei.weimin.hweeying and falaha.but falaha and hweeying left early.later the rest of us went to take neoprints also.after that we went to my house.they greeted my mum on behalf of me.hahas.we stayed at my house for awhile.den went to reservior and a void deck beside my block.again.we took loads of photos.was kinda fun but stupid.=.=.that's the end of the yesterday's story. Negative time!!.well.these days were as usual.nothing to be happy about.just feel so bothered with a sense of anger la.feel so irritated.same thing as the previous posts.nothing to say.the more i say the more i am worse in my mood.just that i dont feel like showing it when i am outside with my friends.so laugh and play with them lor.at least can forget about the irritating stuff in life.but when alone.i just feel so ...ARHHH!!!. anyways.i will upload a few photos.enjoy bahs.
Me.turtle'sbutt
WeiXin.JiaMin.Reservior.
WeiMin.JiaMin.Reservior.
XueWei.Jiamin.Void Deck.
you are different from what we were last time.you were there when i needed someone.but since when did we stop messaging everyday?.since last month after that girl thingy bahs.i dont know.i just have that feeling.you said i was a part of your busy lifestyle.but i dont feel it.it seems that this doesnt matters to you whether i am there anot.you had your friends.your work.your school.but where the hack am i?.just a message from you to me seems so hard.i just wonder if this happens to your friends.are your friends more important.you once said that you didnt wan other guys to come for me.but now.whether this happens anot doesnt matter to you bahs.cause you dont like to interfer people's life.but i rather you do.at least i know you care la.if not. i just feel like anything you may just leave me.i told you that i have had enough of that feeling.besides.i am one with low security in relationships.i admit that.there are surely alot more to say.but i will want to tell you those face-to-face.if not.i dont know what kinda stupid waiting i have to get again.i know you will not reply or say anything.you will think that this is just another childish thinking i have.just me "fa xiao jie pi qi".and that is not i want.i dont wana hide my thinkings and feelings anymore.and i dont want you to hide anything from me.