Friday, June 01, 2007, 6/01/2007 01:06:00 AM
Hais.today is first two sessions of Emerge.quite fun.but very tired lor.shouted until no voice.oh ya.Sun was back!! OMG.she came back just because of Emerge.. =D Besides.FIR and Tank were there as well.=D but FIR never sing.=( but wasnt any gain nor loss to me.cause i dont really like FIR. sorry to those who like FIR.Well.besides that.they actually prepared another carnival for us lor.food carnival.so many food lor.hahas.the only thing is that it really costs a bomb la.. =.=Hmmm.as usual i think alot of things today.cause this happened to my sister.sometimes i am afraid to believe a guy's word.it can be so sweet and real at a moment.BUT ! the opposite can happen in the very next moment.this too affects my thinking on mine.i am scared that if the same thing will happen to me.like if any action or no action from him will just let me think that he doesnt care at all.cause is the fact that he was so sweet last time.he will talk to me when i go online and stuff. sms me when he says he miss me.give me morning messages.but now? i will be waiting for him to talk to me.when there are so so so many times when i got so disappointed.i dont get his msg anymore.we can dont msg for 1 day.UNTIL i sms him.when most of the time i will not even get anything.is jus so disappointment lor.Sometimes he say he is busy.but last time he say he will always have time for me.now? he will be busy den talk to him.i never get any single reply from him.FORGOT ?CANT BE BOTHERED ? WHATEVER ? HACKCARE ? i just wonder if he really understand me.if he really care.if he wana care.will he wana make an effort to care.i am a simple person.as long as he shows that he cares.i dont mind if we dont get to see each other everyday.but he dont.How am i not going to think when all these happen? is like impossible lor.esp when he is so different from last time lor.hais.whatever la.my mood isnt that good.dont feel like writing le.Destiny-
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