Thursday, May 24, 2007, 5/24/2007 09:26:00 PM
Nowadays, i just feel that certain things have changed.. He is no longer like the way he was.. In the past, he will find all means to be with me, chat with me.. but now?Sms him, he doesnt reply as much, pm him on msn, he would only reply after a long time or maybe not even reply anything and den offline..I was flared up one day and asked him if he really cares.. only after the day, for once, he finally sent me a message to greet me good morning and says that if he doesnt care he will not bother to reply me.. BUT! but after that, he is back to one square again.. WTH!!!I really wonder what he wans. Is he just trying to kick me aside, or simply just take me for granted or what??!Alot of times i want to throw my temper at him lor, but how? He dont reply me, nor chat with me.. NOTHING!!I hate this kkies.. I have things that i cant tolerate as well.I say this cause he doesnt know my blog nor know i have one..Cause even if i tell him also no use at all. Will he change or understand what I wan?Even if yes, it will only be at a certain time frame..Sometimes i just wonder if i am too easy a catch or what.. Do i have to just let him drag me about like this? But everytime when he talks to me or whatever rubbish, i will jus 'xin ran'.. Sometimes i just wonder why he cant do some things that i hope he will.. its just so disappointing LOR!!dont wana say anymore le.. so angry now.. after 3 weeks not meeting nor anything.. i jus wonder if he is still the one who loves me.Destiny-
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