About a girl.

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Gloria Wong Crystal Lim Daniel Chong Esther Cheng Fang Yong Gao Kay Koh Kelvin Yeo Raymond Ang Renfred Heng Xavier Aw
Benjamin Tan Blythe Tan Cheong Kah Keong Crist Chew Eleanore Lim Gerald Gloria Goh Joses Sim Julia Tay Keith Chan Lee Pei Fang Lee Yong He Rachel Tan Reena Saunders Tan Seah Xinhui Tan Shi Ya Yip Wei Shan Peng Yong Long
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Saturday, May 26, 2007, 5/26/2007 11:51:00 PM

Ha.ha..i thought things are changing for the better.YET it is not.it is just SO IRRITATING !! He is constantly hurting my heart.I still like him.but i HATE to be hurt again.I am sick of that feeling.seriously.i told him about that.BUT he thought i was kidding.seems that he doesnt mind me being sad.heartbroken.despair.or even death lor.For now.i just wana say out all my thoughts.this is why i keep a blog what.ritE??Yea.he is a nice person WHEN HE NEVER HURT MY HEART.but now?I also dont know what to do lor.What the hell he is thinking.What the hell he really wants.Does he care.Does he concern.Does he bother.Did he ever cheated on me.lied to me.Sometimes i really just wonder lor.He is SO DIFFERENT from last time le la.What the hell lor.Every single time.i will find different thinkings and excuses to tell myself nothing bad is happening.When my sister is feeling weird in her relationship.i tell her not to worry.Yet.i am worrying mine myself.What the hell rite?Its just so contridicting lor..i hate it!! Why does he have to do this? Is it so fun to play with my emotions?I really feel like crying lor.Why does it have to be like that?I am so useless as well rite?Ha.ha.

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